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queenrockpanda
11 July 2013 @ 07:24 pm
I swear it seems to be my pattern to forget my password/that I actually have an account on this site and then a couple of years later remember it. I promise I don't even realise that I'm doing it. But the site is now bookmarked on my new laptop so hopefully this time everything will stick. That sentence has probably been said in a variety of different ways on my journal huh?

So let's do a recap of what has happened since my entry on this, probably a load of things....Once this is posted I'll need to go and see when my last one actually was! Well as of the 3rd July 2013, I am now officially a University Graduate, with 2nd class Honours no less! I didn't fall while going up to get my diploma and my hair and dress, a 1950s Audrey Hepburn-Rockabilly Dress (black), actually looked quite good. It's kinda scary to realise that that is that. I won't be returning to UWS in September and the Foxes will have a new Captain, luckily I know her and she is lovely :) She just needs to get her ass back to Scotland!!

But since my last entry a few sucky things have happened. 2012 freakin sucked. And I mean sucked. I was actually properly GLAD when midnight struck on 31st December 2012. So, the two main sucky things occurred 7 months apart. On January 24 my Grandpa Sandy died. I got to say goodbye which was a good thing, I was wearing my trilby and my grey trench-like coat which makes me feel like a 1950s Detective. He looked at me and made a joke and I got to give him a goodbye hug and kiss. I miss him like mad, it still feels weird to go to my Nana's house and he isn't there. New Years this year was strange as well for the first time that I can remember we didn't go to my Nana's. My Grandpa Sandy wasn't there to organise it all and get us all there. He loved New Years it was his favourite time of year. Then on 17th August everything went to shit again. My Grandpa John died. That was nearly a year ago now and I am still absolutely devastated. We sold his house per his wishes and that nearly killed me. I went back there only three times. I couldn't see it without him there. Again, I got to say goodbye. I kissed and hugged him and told him I loved him more than Westlife. He actually looked shocked at that which made me laugh. I know I love my Irish boys but still! Grandpa trumps Irish Boy band any day! The thing I miss the most is being able to talk to him, see him, hug him, do our silly ah-1, ah-2, ah-1, 2, 3 kiss kiss kiss on the phone. He was my best friend I could talk to him about anything, call him at any time regardless of the time and what he or I was doing. The thing I miss most however, is just being able to hug him. If I could hug him one more time or even just talk to him again, I would take that chance in a minute.

Well that pretty much sums the last year up..OH! I hopefully start a postgrad in Psychology in September so Yay! All in all, 2013 is pretty much totally kicking 2012's ass in EVERY single way.... I promise that my next entry, which I have most likely stated before, will not be as mopey and depressing as this one :)

Adios people!
If you wanna know more check out @CharmedSpike on Twitter, for 140 characters of random rambling (is there any other kind?), much shorter than this version of adorable random rambling!
 
 
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queenrockpanda
01 December 2009 @ 08:02 pm
Meme  
Multi-fandom Friending Meme-

Leave me a comment saying "Quiz me up."

• I'll respond by asking you five questions so I can satisfy my curiosity.
• Update your journal with the answers to the questions.
• Include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people questions.

Questions given by floatingameoba:

1) What is your favorite body part and why?

I would have to say my favourite body part has to be my lips because everyone says that I have my Daddy's lips.


2) If you could only have one, which would you choose: love or trust?

You had to say I'm only allowed one didn't you. I would have to say trust, mainly because of the whole Emma Q fiasco. I've realized that if I don't trust you then its hard for me to relax and be myself around you.

3) Who was the last person you hugged?

Emmm.....my dad...I think...Oh!! it was! I hugged him this morning cos he brought me Westlife's new album 'Where We Are' =D There was no fangirl screaming.....believe me?

4) Are you a 'morning' or a 'night' person?

Night Person. In no way,shape or form am I a morning person. I am so not nice in the morning until I wake up (if you get what I mean). Then I'm sunshine personified =]

5) Who do you respect the most and why?

My Grandpa John because he has lost his wife and his oldest son and his youngest son (my dad) has Parkinson's. Despite all this he's still the same Grandpa I can remember him being, he hasn't let any of this change him.
 
 
queenrockpanda
18 November 2009 @ 04:54 pm
*thinks* Umm....is buying Eric Szmanda and James Marsters a good thing?.....wait that's not giving it away is it? Well then......I would split it up between charities. Would take a lot of willpower to not do my first idea.
 
 
queenrockpanda
09 August 2009 @ 09:51 pm
Congratulations! You won a million dollars but you have to give it all away. How will you distribute the money?

I would give it to a charity that is focused on Parkinson's. This way they could look into ways to make it easier for families and sufferers to deal with it.
 
 
queenrockpanda
28 July 2009 @ 05:32 pm
Okay, I had a vision of this blog being voice-over worthy, like the one you see in The Perfect Man or though its technically not a blog, Carrie's in SATC. Don't you just hate it when you have all these thoughts running through your head but when you sit down to write them down, they just vanish? Its like your brain is taunting you with promises of pages and pages of words and all it gives you is a blank wall. Now, I know this blank wall well, in fact you may not know this but the wall is called Mark. Nice wall , always good to talk to but not good when you want to get some ideas. This may strike you as a strange post and you may think me strange....you probably aren't that far off to be honest...I prefer to be called random. It makes me seem that little bit more unique and makes people want to get to know me. I have a question for you guys. Has anyone ever stopped and just looked out the window? I don't mean just to see the weather or to see what that noise was. I mean have you ever just looked out the window and let your thoughts wander? Let them create a path of their own? Its amazing what your thoughts will give you when you just let them roam free. For instance at this point in my life my thoughts tend to go down the path of fear. And its not concern about anything in the news right now, that stuff will take the path that its supposed to. There's not much a seventeen year old can do to change them. I mean fear about my future, what I'm going to do come autumn if my plans change. In a week and one day, an envelope will drop through my letter box. This doesn't seem like big news, envelopes drop through letter boxes all the time. But for me and every other 6th year pupil in the Scottish nation, this envelope contains the results of our exams. These four letter, A-D, are the decision making letters. If we don't get the right letters the Universities and Colleges want then its Au Revoir from them. For most of us, we have our hearts set on this one place, this one course. We do have our back-ups if our Grades aren't good enough, is that really what we want though? Do we want to go to our second choice, knowing that we weren't good enough for our first choice and knowing that our second choice may know that? Anyway, whatever will happen, will happen. We've done our best and thats all we can do. All, I can do now is to hope and pray that I did all I had to do to get those two wonderful C's that I have been asked to get. It may seem easy but have any of you guys ever sat Advanced Higher Biology? I swear if you don't fall asleep in that class, you'll want to either brain someone or have someone brain you. The other C will hopefully come from Psychology. I loved that class. I've never had a cooler teacher. Mr Derek Brown on a Monday made it worth while, with Ms. Barbara Maxwell making Thursdays bearable as well. Out of the two, I would have to say Derek is the better of the two. He was funny, slightly strange and hyper. You could say he was basically a grown up version of me and my friends, which could seem a little scary... And the cherry on top of the proverbial cake? He was a freaking MAGICIAN! Our first week, he did magic tricks for us. He did card tricks and he made us watch the ball and guess which cup it was in. He then produced a lemon, an orange and a banana from under those cups. Where they came from I'll never know and some of you could probably point out how he did it but that would ruin the magic for me and I love the magic. Well, I think I've exhausted this train of thought so I'm going to say Arrivederci and end this thing.
 
 
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queenrockpanda
24 February 2009 @ 08:44 pm
I don't exactly know what I'm going to say here. I just had this feeling that I should post something here what I have no idea but here goes, there is no knowing what might come out of my head so be prepared. And now my mind has gone blank. Welcome to my world when I'm trying to write fan fiction. I haven't updated my Grey's Fic on that site and I think its because I'm having a hard time thinking of what to write. Who knows I could update it soon.

School is still the same. As of tomorrow our Advanced Bio class will be down to eight people, there were only nine of us to begin! Rona has got unconditionals which means that she doesn't need to sit her exams!! Lucky Bum! But I am going to miss her. We may not have been the closest but she has been in my year at school and in my class since Primary THREE!! She has never not been in my class. But I guess it was bound to happen. High School can't go on forever though at times we wish it could. I hope no one else leaves before exam leave but if they do they have to come back for Prom, which will probably be the last time we are all in the same room together! Why does the last bit of this sound like its part of the script for High School Musical? Not that I mind. I LOVE Corbin Bleu but come on who couldn't like that boy?

Friends. People not the tv show, though I do miss it. That was a good show. I just want to say to my lil SnowDay that I'm here for her and whenever she needs to talk to me all she has to do is to use the internet or get some credit in her damn phone and call/text me! Love You My Lil Lindsay To My Danny!!
 
 
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queenrockpanda
I did it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D
I gots my hair cut. It looks so nice but it takes a while to get used to it being this length(its short again). That takes care of the "Suuuuure you're gettin your haircut Gemma, Suuuureee". Dude if you think this is a random entry that makes no sense at all, weeeell thats how I roll!
 
 
queenrockpanda
14 November 2008 @ 05:37 pm
Yeah, I'm not even gonna bother saying my usual "I forgot my password" stuff cos y'all know me by now so you should be used to it.

Well! What have I been up to? Answer: not a lot. Seriously, I don't think I could do less if I tried...well...maybe I could...=D Winter in Scotland is dark and cold so there really isn't much to do if I'm honest. You can't really stay out in your street with your friends because it gets dark really quickly so you can't do that much. The cold kinda puts you off as well cos let's face it what would you rather be- cold and wet or warm and dry? Yeah, I know no contest.

I don't really have that much to say to be honest. I just knew that I had to update this with anything I could think of! Oh! One last thing- how HOT is my DP? Heehee! Oh yeah, How awesome is Cinderella? I just love the song that includes my title!! And just so you know Mary Poppins was apparently talking about Crack when she sang "A spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down" right L?
 
 
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queenrockpanda
10 July 2008 @ 01:42 pm
Well I did it again!! I forgot my password and for the life of me could not remember the name of the website(don't ask I don't even know how i managed it). My Pc broke(yippee!) and my uncle said he couldn't fix it till it was completely broke. Well it cant charge, battery is dead...does it count as completely broke yet?!

Summer Holidays time again! Which means that in May it was exam time. Yep, once again it was study leave and "studying". I did study! I just kept getting distracted around 11am and 4pm by FX and the wonderful voice over man going "And now on FX, Buffy The Vampire Slayer". Its not my fault- its James Marsters and his yummy-ness(that's not even a word Im sure but ah well). Which reminds me- Thank God for Torchwood!! Captain John Hart aka James Marsters! Believe me, he's not the only thing I go "shhh!! It/He's on now!!" to my parents Heehee! I could go on and on about all the ships that I love as my msn name says "{{Tate/MerDer/M&M/Spuffy...I ish a Shipper Whore}}".

Now for the actual exams. English was actually ok this year except I didn't get to finish one of my essays. Maths, again I think that went ok. My maths teacher actually said that I was the only one in my class that she expected to get it and I was like OMG! THANK YOU!! History was kinda wierd when my friends and I came out- we were really relaxed and happy which made me go "our mums are going to think that we are high!". And last but not least Modern Studies-Yay!! I loved that exam I actually knew what to write for 3 out of four essays!! Oh! and congrats to my Modies Teacher, Miss Manley who is getting or has gotten married by the time I have wrote this(do all my teachers wanna get married before I leave or what?)

Yup that's me! Expect more insane rambling soon. QueenRockPanda out :]
 
 
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queenrockpanda
19 January 2008 @ 06:19 pm
I know i have said this before but ah well im gonna say it again!
Im soooo sorry that i havent been on in aages but i forgot my
password and NEARLY forgot my username!!!!

So i just wanna say that i really really will try to update more often
and that if i dont do it that often you have permission to find some way
to annoy me into updating. *thinks* im gonna regret writng that!
 
 
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